BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!!!

okay mr bintang yg telah diberi nama MR SEMM hadiah daripada my housemates (Mimi,Ewa n Mira) and cupcakes hadiah daripada my ex-housemate (Shafika) n chocolate pulak hadiah daripada Amin, Thanks to all of u, lot of kiss :*

STORY ON MY BIRTHDAY

 

first tepat kul 12 mlm tarik 17dec2012 semua kwn dah wish birthday but my 3 crazy housemates tak wish langsung, dorg buat mcm nothing happen, okay i admit sedih gila n menangis sorg2 kat branda, n just thing positive mybe esok kot dorg wish, n esok pulak lambat bgn g kelas n rushing siap g kelas n got QNTB quiz n buat quiz pon cincai gila n paling sedih birthday i sama ngn aliya my classmates but bila i masuk tak ada sape wish birthday n nyanyi lagu birthday but bila aliya masuk semua nyanyi ouhh like seriously mood i time tu totally out k, n balik kelas lunch sorg2 n bungkus lak tu, so just layan wishes at Fb, n i mengaku lah diam2 duduk bilik nangis, hahahaha, ptg otw nak balik rumah terserempak ngn Fika my ex-housemate tetibe Fika bg kek ouhh seriously terharu okay, but Ewa my roommate buat tak tahu je, okay babe i sedih okay u buat mcm tu, okay fine i merajuk balik just lepak kat bilik i tak nak ckp ngn korg, balik je dengar Mimi nak dinner ngn Iwe, Ewa dinner ngn Khairi , n Mira dinner ngn Matin, i?????? n suddenly baby ajk keluar dinner, yeahhh i keluar gak dinner, time i dinner kat bestari Mimi pown dinner situ OHHMYYYY, then Mira pown ada, something wrong but mana Ewa???, okay just thing positive sampai bila nak merajuk n i start tego Mira balik, okay time ngh best borak Ewa dtg dari belakang bwk kek, okay babe that was awesome!!! i nangis babe!!! OMG terharu gila, korg plan nak buat surprise birthday party kat i, thanks babe, n tarikh yg paling i takut n sedih now my lovely housemates change it to the date that i never forget, n tak lupa jugak kat semua yg wish birthday i, terutamanya MY FAMILY :*  xoxo SEMM :*   

my surprise birthday party picture

   this is my MR SEMM!!!

 khairi, amin, luqman n bean

  iwe, ewa, mimi, baby

*note: ignore my eye-back n muka mcm sedih tu k, love all of u :*

birthday song from along :*

Thank you so much along sbb nyanyikn lagu birthday ni utk adk, miss u guys, the best present i have on my birthday , check it out yaww!!! :* (sorry this is not video just a song)

what will happen

5 jam je lagi tepat kul 12 mlm n tarikh bertuka 17 dec 2012, the date of my birthday, what will happen tonight i don't know. sama ada i akn nangis kegembiraan or nangis kesedihan or just berlalu mcm tu je. yes this date bermakna bg i setahun i tunggu baru lah sampai tarikh ni but tarikh ni juga bermakna bg ewa. sbb tu lah i kene respect dia, sbb tak leh lah nak happy sgt on this date because tarikh yg sama ni juga lah ayah dia meninggal, sape tak sedih kan. be strong friends :). but in the same time tipu lah i ckp i tak mengharap nak keluar ngn A time birthday i kan, but nak buat mcm mana dia busy with his work tak kan lah nak paksa, final year lak tu. so just nak biarkan tarikh ni berlalu tanpa ada rasa pape, better just do my work n dengar lagu. like nothing happen.

hello hello hello, alhamdulillah now i'm back to normal me, yeahhhh, i must learn nak hidup berdikari berdiri atas kaki sendiri, knp kita nak sedih dgn kepergian org yg sayang kita berubah-ubah, seminggu dua sayang lah nanti sampai sebulan or 2 bulan ke atas ade je tak kene, pastu cari point nak breakup, knp kita tak bg sepenuhnya kasih sayang kita kat Allah yg tak pernah berubah kasih sayang dia terhadap kita, kita buat salah berkali-kali tp Allah tetap ampun kan kita dan tetap menyayangi kita. 2 days lagi i genab 19 taon n masuk 2013 i 20 taon so i try belajar hidup tanpa mengharapkan org, jodoh? mak ckp Allah dah rancang semua nya, knp kita sebok2 nak beria-ria cari. Thanks to my mom yg sedarkan balik i ape yg i dah lupa. love u mom :*

where are u when i really need u

today i don't know why, pagi2 lagi mood dah ke laut, tetibe rasa diri ni mcm sorg je tak ada kwn,tak  ada kekasih hati, tak ada sapa2. sedih sgt sbb birthday i (hari yg paling i takut) dah dekat, but the day before that day tak ada pun yg buat i happy, mybe on that day i sedih jugak kowt, now i really need someone, my housemate semua tak ada, try call A, but he busy with final assignment dia, knp i selalu rasa mcm ni, lonely gila, tak ada sape nak share prob ni, i can't stop crying, mata dah bengkak gila ni, i'm tired with this feeling. now i realize i tak leh nak handle prob i sorg2, i'm not strong enough, i need someone with me right now :'(